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Monday, October 05, 2009

just a story..


Sebenarnya aku malas nk update ari ni... tp rasa mcm ada yg kurang kalo tak menulis apa2 brg sehari... about the teacher yg mybe akn pindah sekolah tu, mmg dh confirm rupanya... cuma tunggu memo arahan perpindahan ja... huhu~ means that no more kelas PJK, no more kelas tambahan, n no more geografi... it such a relief for me since i dont need to study a lot of thing.. i should just focus on BM after this... but i'm gonna miss those kids... they are naughty, but also cute and lovely... i dont mind if they hate me for not being a good teacher... huhu~ this kind of feelings are some of the obstacles for me to be a strict teacher... i am the type that would hardly get angry.. 
but being a good teacher, u cant be like that... u need to punish them if they did wrong... but most of the time, i just pretend like i was so 'bengang'.. plus there was no time to concentrate on them who were so stubborn to the very extensive level...muka tak leh serius sgt la beb... sokmo kena gelak ngn budak2 ni.. kalo marah pn, takdanya dia nk takut... tak cukup garang kot... sigh~~


semalam tak sempat nk mengadap laptop coz pas maghrib aku dh tido... bout kul 12 baru bangun n then turun bawah tgk tv jap.. pastu naik ats balik, tido..! huhu~ bis tu bila ka nk sempat wat homework nya kalo dh perangai gini... hurmmm... kena berubah ni... aiyoo.. pls someone pls help me... tak da motivasi btol skang ni.. life feel so empty... what to do?? kalo leh p mana2 bersuka ria kejap kan best... or at least find someone to have a lil talk... 
k ar... dh lebih from my estimation time... got to go... perhaps mlm nnti aku update lagi...  daaa blog... c ya...



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I was born on 5 Muharram 1407.. sweet and cute lady~ haha~ just joking... common and moderate... a little servant of Allah.. love art... complicated~~