This few days, ada sejenis luka yg telah aku benamkan jauh ke dasar hati seems to occurred again... mula-mula satu kenangan lampau yang pahit terimbau, aku masih mampu menelannya semula... tapi tiba-tiba hati aku dicalari dengan luka lain pulak hari ni yg langsung mengingatkan aku dengan luka-luka lain yg penah aku alami dulu... dan ia nya menyakitkan perasaan..
what a tragic intro... isn't it? tapi aku mmg sgt sedih skrg ni... kecewa + tak best + confuse + kecik ati + insecure...
shud i throw away all da sweet memories too...?
the closest person to us is also the same person whom able to hurt us the most...
really feel like to be alone right now...
i suppose to be immune enough with this kind of matter...
but the timing is wrong...
my current emotion is not stable...
to do what ever we want to do is easy...but to give forgiveness willingly is tough...
some quote that i got from watching "avatar" this morning...
i don't know what to do...
it's not really a big thing...
but when it mixed up together with another conflict in me...
i realized that my heart starts hurting...
n suddenly i feel lonely...
even i know HE is always by my side...
watching every step of mine...
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