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Sunday, November 07, 2010

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ألسلام عليكم ورحمة ألله و بركاته

hampir seminggu bercuti dari internet-menet nih... just feeling so tired n nk tido ja... so today i'm here again in my personal space... 

as usual.. sebelum start menaip, a lot of thing bersarang dlm kepala tak sabar2 nk keluar... bila dh stat mukadimah, suddenly blank and need some time to be refreshed... husshhhh~

okey..

perkara pertama..

inshallah kalau diizinkan dan semangat ku terus membara, by the end of next year, sy mahu ke Korea bersama-sama cik nur akmal suliman... buat masa ni, kami berdua sahaja baru.. tp penyertaan dari rakan2 yg lain masih dicari sebenarnya utk mengurangkan kos perjalanan.. moga diizinkan Allah... though Korea is not really in my top list... but it's ok... we plan, Allah plan... n we'll see the result... :) kalau ikutkan peruntukan bajet, blh ja nk kumpul... cuma akn dtg, tak tahu if other priority will cross the line suddenly... harapnya takla coz i dont wanna break the hope that i made with my precious friend... hihi~

perkara kedua...
about the flood in my hometown... i shud notice this quite a long time already... tp tak tau la kenapa blurr sgt tak terpikir nk call mak tnya umh cmna... alhamdulillah by the time i called, umh blom kena tempias banjir tu lg... setakat sekarang, air dh makin surut... harap2 nya berterusan begitulah... pity my mom and my lil bro if keadaan become worse... i do worried bout my home sweet home.. tp ntah la... tak tau apa yg kurang... still terasa mcm manusia kekurangan perasaan... ~sigh~

perkara ketiga...
about my job.. so far i'm still ok... still can survive... tp utk selamanya hidup dlm jadual hidup yg agak huru-hara ni, tak kot... i got a plan... hopefully it will work out... kinda afraid right now to face new things and new people n new environment in such a short period... but my life is like that... at least till now... my career path is like that... skrg ni walaupun akn masih di tmpat yg sama, tp org2 yg bekerja dgn kita akn keep changing... month by month.... the challenge is there... for me to adapt and accept any type of person whom appear in my life, just as the way they are... harapnya Allah akn tunjukkan laluan seterusnya utk aku ikut lepas ni... just gotta be strong for now... i am strong..!! yeah..!! (^_^)

perkara keempat...
justifikasi kenapa minggu agak2 slow... i'm not very well... last tuesday start masuk keja... rabu sakit tekak... mlm nya ulang alik ke tandas entah berapa kali... pg2 buta amik panadol soluble minum... dlm 11 pagi minum lagi... alhamdulillah sakit tekak dh better... tp sengau dh mula on the thursday... masuk ari jumaat dh batuk2 + sengau2... tp heaven sbb hari Deepavali... gaji triple, customer tak ramai... mmg best la kan... hari sbtu, customer tak ramai sgt jgk... tp up ckit dari semalam... mlm sebelum balik mentor bagi meeting... alhamdulillah~ and today i coti... still batuk2 + suara makin sedap... tp ok la... coz leh kemas2 ckit pa2 yg patut... i'm all alone in this house till today... tu ja la setakat ni... hurmm..

entry kali ni biasa2 ja... no jiwang2... no input sgt la kot... just to update or lebih tepatnya nk menceritakan bout my life in the past few days... i am again struggling to get on the right track now... so mood pn ala2 cempera jgk... tak jumpa org yg tepat utk berbicara... nak tak nak, kena terima... Allah ja yg sentiasa ada dan mendengar... but what to do..?? adakala perasaan manusia ni akan pudar... perlu kan sesuatu utk menyalakan semula api kasih tersebut... i'm looking for that right now... tak nak menjadi pencinta yg tak setia... perhaps i need some time to cool down myself and THINK properly.... mybe..!


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