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Thursday, October 08, 2009

what am i doing??


Ya Allah... tak tau la nk ckp aku ni bodoh ka hapa ka... apasal la aku leh wat tindakan cmni... serius terasa sgt bodoh... saja menyakitkan hati sndiri... why i always did this to myself... what am i thinking actually..? sigh~ aku pn tak phm apa yg aku pikir sebenanya... 

each time when i like something but in my thought i dont desrve it, i'll give it  up to someone else... kalo dah bekenan tu, just fight to get it la kan... ini tak... sengal p bg brg kesayangan sndiri kat org... pastu dah la rasa sedih plk... siap cover lagi... dah tu kalo ckp aku tgh sedih pn, bukan org nk pecaya... sbb suka sgt tak serius... main2 ja keja nya... apasal susah sgt kdg2 org nk phm yg dlm gurauan aku tu la terselit kebenaran... selalu cmni... why???! tensen nya..!! huhuhu~ 

ya Allah.. tlg la aku... Kau saja yg mmpu membantu... hurmmmm..

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