memories of GEMS TBL 03

Assalamualaikum...

It'd been 2 days already after i left the GEMS program... i feel like having quite a big lost in my life... setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan... cuma tak tau la kenapa perpisahan kali ni terasa teruk plk... ingatan kat mmbe2 especially in deepsky berlegar-legar memenuhi ruang otak... kurang ckit pn parahnya rasa rindu tu sbb ada baby a'sim dgn umairah... kalo tak, tak tau la... huhuhu~

I still remember the last night in Teluk Batik Resort... we were having a lil function at kopitiam when yusafa sang a song which suddenly make me feel sebak... i don't know why... the only thing occur into my mind that time is, "this is da last night for happening session like this"... meaning - itu adalah malam terakhir utk berada bersama membe2 buat aktiviti2 yg best.. something like that la... for his 1st song, ada air mata yg bergenang... after the 2nd song, i quickly beredar dari kopitiam sbb terasa sgt sebaknya... keluar2 dari kopitiam plk, terjumpa farhana and she said that she's leaving... dia ada temuduga esoknya... masa tu tak yah cita la, mmg tak leh nk handle emosi... maklumla dah brapa hari dok tahan perasaan sedih tu... agak teresak-esak la kot masa tu... finish that nite..!

The last day being there... alhamdulillah keadaan tak seteruk yg ain jgkakan... yg plg ain risau kalau2 terbuat drama air mata kat dewan tu... mmg la jadi drama tu tp tak seteruk yg ain risaukan... i managed to calm myself except for certain few people like azwa, waney, ayu, amin, angel... malu la jgk kan tp dh mmg tak blh nk control... agak teruk sgt, i just palingkan muka ke dinding... mujur la tak ramai sgt budak lelaki around me masa saat2 penuh beremosi tu berlaku... huhuhuhu~ i really hate to let the guys see me crying...

My hope now is that we all will still keep in touch... it's really a short moment but i would say it also one of the greatest part of my life... rasanya walaupun 2 bln ja kat situ, tp koleksi gmba blh tahan la jgk banyaknya... serius rasa mcm there's something missing somewhere... i hope to see them again one day... moga2 biarla hanya jauh di mata, tapi di hati dekat sentiasa... amiin...