almost drawn...huhuhu~

Assalamualaikum...

Ada satu story yg penting utk ain remark...  hari ni ujan mashallah punya la lebat nya tak tau nk kata... tersangkut kat umah sangkar tu lama la jgk... duduk kat tgh2 tasik mcm tu, dgn ujan bagaikan ribut, agak merisaukan la... takut tersangkut situ tak dpt nk naik darat... huhuhu~ jadi bila ujan dah agak2 surut, kami pn cepat2 la nk beredar dari umah sangkar tu... masa dok berjalan atas pelantar sangkar tu, tah cmna papan tu patah n one of my leg tersangkut kat celah2 ruang papan yg patah tu... n my body already fall down... muka ni sempat la mencium air sangkar tu...

be positive...!

Assalamualaikum...

It's very important to be positive and to look everything from a positive point of view... first n for most, sebelum aku terlupa... my sis, Kak Shah call me this evening... glad to talk to her... n also at the very same time, Ummi Salmah msg gtau dia dpt posting kat Sarawak... both of them are gonna give birth within this year... alhamdulillah... i'm happy for them... moga Allah permudahkan segalanya utk mereka berdua... amiin...tak sabar nk dpt ank sedara sorg lg n also ank sedara angkat (mak dia bg ke tak aku nk jd mak sedara angkat anak dia, aku tak kisah..).. :p

someone i'm looking for..

Assalamualaikum...

On the way nk menulis entry ni, tiba2 tersembang kejap ngn atikah sharbani... n dia suggest this one book entitled "pemilik cintaku selepas Allah dan Rasul" hasil nukilan Fatimah Syarha... secara tetiba arah penulisan ain jadi berbeza dgn apa sebenanya yg nak ain karangkan mula2 tadi... tp still mmg ada kaitan ngn apa yg ain nk tulis... don worry... i search bout the book's info n indeed it shud be an interesting one... thnx Ya Ilahi kerana sntiasa memahami apa yg bermain di hatiku... setiap kali aku hmpir kehilangan arah, Kau pasti menghantar utusan utk menunjukkan aku jalan... regardless how bad my ibadah for U, U still always look after me with lots of YOUR love n care... Ya Allah...... Agungnya kasih Mu buat hamba2 Mu...

Apa lagi yg mungkin berubah?

Each time aku on9 dan ternampak sahabat yg sorg tu, hati aku msti terasa something... why should things turn this way? menyesal? utk apa aku nk menyesal? setiap yg Allah takdirkan tu pasti bersebab... dh tu..? i'm not sure either... i hate losing my fren no matter for what reason... ya Allah... tunjukkan la aku apa yg terbaik utk aku lakukan... amiin...

feeling good... :)

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah dlm 2 hari ni ain rasa lebih tenang n i dont know why that i felt so in peace... my previous post sound like terrible... but actually its not really that bad... :) mybe bila hari2 yg dilalui lebih bermakna, i felt better... mcm kemarin, dpt borak2 ngn pkcik syawal pasal ikan, i consider that as a knowledge... hari ni plk kira ada la keja utk dibuat menyebabkan kebosanan yg ain selalu alami tu decrease la...

the ending of 2009

Assalamualaikum..

Hopefully entry ni sempat publish sebelum 12 tgh mlm... huhuhu~ almaklum la ain ni kalo menulis berjam-jam baru siap... inshallah sempat kot... :)

DeEpSky

Deepsky... the first day i got into the company, i was so blurr... know nothing... tak pasal2 plk terpilih menjadi antara 7 org yg diwajibkan memegang 7 jawatan yg konon2 penting dlm company... masa ni deepsky blom tertubuh lagi... deepsky hanya dikenali sbg company 4... yg lebih mendukacitakan, aku rasa tak best lgsg berada di situ... mana tak nya, muka mereka2 yg terpilih utk memegang  7 jawatan tu (except me of course), berlagak tol nmpknya... tp alhamdulillah aku ni dikurniakan attitude yg jarang sekali nk finalize sesuatu sebelum aku btol2 clear ngn situasi tersebut... w.pn rasa mcm kurang selesa n also feeling like a stranger, aku sabarkan ja la... n cuba ikut rentak budak2 tu... huhuhu~

anak-anak sedara ku... :)

this is baby a'sim when he was newly bornt

memories of GEMS TBL 03

Assalamualaikum...

It'd been 2 days already after i left the GEMS program... i feel like having quite a big lost in my life... setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan... cuma tak tau la kenapa perpisahan kali ni terasa teruk plk... ingatan kat mmbe2 especially in deepsky berlegar-legar memenuhi ruang otak... kurang ckit pn parahnya rasa rindu tu sbb ada baby a'sim dgn umairah... kalo tak, tak tau la... huhuhu~

i got the answer finally.. (cont.....)

Again... Assalamualaikum....

I'm back... lambat ckit sbb menyembang ngn mmbe2  tadi... it's good to share this last few moments with them, flashing back all da memories with our trainers... hehe~ -END- i'm not gonna talk bout this topic further more, coz it's not the thing that i want to talk now in this topic...

i got the answer finally

Assalamualaikum...

As usual, when my mood still here, it's better for me to write everything straight away without pausing... but to be truth....... huhuhu~  suddenly i feel like going to have my morning tea for a while... i'll be back... :D just for a while...

meniti hari-hari terakhir di Teluk Batik

Assalamualaikum...

Olla, meet again in my lovely-movely blog... long time not writing anything in here even though i always felt dying to write something bout my feel or what's happening in my life journey... unfortunately,just the idea lingering in my head but i cannot push it out... as i said, i cannot write anything if i'm not in da right mood of that... and now here i am, ready to express few things in my heart, which make me breath hardly recently...

what a tough week..!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Minggu ni adalah minggu yg mmg la sgt messy kat teluk batik... i mean in this GEMS programme. By the time ain balik dari raya haji baru ni smpai la ke saat ain menaip skrg, mcm2 rasanya nk kena uruskan... alhamdulillah masih diberi kekuatan oleh Allah s.w.t utk menjalankan amanah dan t/jwb ni suma dgn baik lagi la kot setakat ni... huhuhu~ minggu ni kami ada team building selama 2 hari setengah... bermula pada hari isnin baru ni n berakhir pada t.hari hari rabu...

a frenship which turned into disaster

Assalamualaikum...

Well, i'm in Kedah now for Hari Raya Aidiladha... Just arrive  home at about 1.45 am... There was no direct bus to Alor Setar, so i had to take a bus to Sg Petani n then mak, abah, cua n ijah went there to pick me up... it's already 12.45 am masa smpai smpai kt Sg Petani tadi... i'm having quite a bad cough starting from yesterday... plus it was very cold in the bus just now, even worse becoz i don't have a sweater with me... huhuhu~

Something useful

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Alhamdulillah mlm ni Allah bg kesempatan utk ain merenung beberapa perkara yg memberi sikit pengisian dlm hati... Alhamdulillah jgk atas perasaan gembira yg Allah kurniakan utk ain... HE's THE BEST!! I LOVE HIM!!

Tadi kami ada ceramah agama bersama dgn Mr Steven Bernard sempena mlm jumaat mlm ni... alhamdulillah rasanya ada la jgk input2 yg dpt diambil drpd ceramah tu walaupun kesejukan tahap nk beku duduk kt dlm dewan tu, ditambah dgn bahasa inggeris yg seriously memerlukan fokus yg tinggi utk difahami... i think i managed to get something from it...