a frenship which turned into disaster

Assalamualaikum...

Well, i'm in Kedah now for Hari Raya Aidiladha... Just arrive  home at about 1.45 am... There was no direct bus to Alor Setar, so i had to take a bus to Sg Petani n then mak, abah, cua n ijah went there to pick me up... it's already 12.45 am masa smpai smpai kt Sg Petani tadi... i'm having quite a bad cough starting from yesterday... plus it was very cold in the bus just now, even worse becoz i don't have a sweater with me... huhuhu~

Something useful

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Alhamdulillah mlm ni Allah bg kesempatan utk ain merenung beberapa perkara yg memberi sikit pengisian dlm hati... Alhamdulillah jgk atas perasaan gembira yg Allah kurniakan utk ain... HE's THE BEST!! I LOVE HIM!!

Tadi kami ada ceramah agama bersama dgn Mr Steven Bernard sempena mlm jumaat mlm ni... alhamdulillah rasanya ada la jgk input2 yg dpt diambil drpd ceramah tu walaupun kesejukan tahap nk beku duduk kt dlm dewan tu, ditambah dgn bahasa inggeris yg seriously memerlukan fokus yg tinggi utk difahami... i think i managed to get something from it...

an empty heart

Hari ni rasa cam tergerak plk nk tulis something yg lebih bersifat rohaniah... hati ni terasa cam kosong sgt... seolah-olah ada yg kurang... i am happy now, dgn apa yg dah Allah takdirkan utk ain... tp bila mengenangkan dangkalnya iman, rendahnya amal sbg tanda mensyukuri nikmat yg tak terhingga dari Ilahi... rasa bersalah pn mula menujah-nujah hati, menghalang diri merasai bahagia sejati... mudahnya seorang manusia melupakan kasih Rabb nya... apa lg yg dicari, segalanya dah Allah bagi... tak penah mengharap sebarang balasan, hanya ketaatan hamba Nya menjadi suruhan... tp??? mungkin ini la yg dikatakan mcm pepatah melayu, "susu dibalas tuba"... huhuhu~ 

what to say...

assalamualaikum..

Today is the talent day for GEMS TBL 03.. no need to know what's the meaning... just wanna write something in here bout my daily life in this programme... It's morning break now... doesn't feel like to eat, so I just came here in the computer room n check out my luvly column, which is my blog of course... nothing much to remark, just wanna spend this short time doing something... so i decide to update my blog...

after 3 weeks being in Teluk Batik

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

It's been such a long time i'm not updating anything in here... it's not that i don't want to, but the commitment to all modules n the activities really catch my fingers from writing anything... plus the internet was also got into trouble for almost 1 1/2 week - the cable was stolen they said..

So alhamdulillah there are a lot things i learnt in this GEMS prog... i AM happy to be here.. surely no regrets at all... of course no one will regret to live in a resort for almost 3 months... foods are fully provided and we also get our allowance... but the tasks n burden are quite tough n even some of the participants quit from this prog... as for me, i wont have any prob with all the modules since i have deep interest in business and management all that things... at least i used to feel that this is what i need...